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Funny how I'm making a journal update when usually my inbox is so stuffed I usually delete them all BUT ANYWAYS
Uh yeah. p much done with college. I have one more final, and then I'm done. It's funny, because if I'm not mistaken, I made this DA when I was in 8th? 9th? grade? Seems a little far off, and now I'm in college woah bUT ANYWAYS
Sighhhh I guess I'm sorry my page has been so dead? I've been trying my hand at a lot of cosplays as you can see, but I feel bad about putting them up since my page/specialty focus on this page is art and not cosplay so I guess eh?? To be completely honest, half of the reason I haven't been posting art is because I haven't been drawing- that is I have been drawing (A LOT actually) and sketching and such, I just haven't done anything good or really complete. May I'll change that when I get home for the summer and I kind of hope I do cause I have a thing I wanna draw and I'm hoping to but some elbow grease into it.
But in all honesty, I'm still iffy about even keeping my DA. In the past, I kept it because of all the memories and especially friendships, but now that time has passed I'm not sure I have either here anymore? I didn't make many friends on here that didn't either abandon me or refuse to talk to me. Unfortunately I think it's affecting me poorly as a person, and I'm expecting less of people. But I guess that's whatever, if I can think of a minimum of like 6 friends I used to be close to that have just blocked me out. If it's that many, I suppose I'm the problem, but that doesn't change the fact that DA has been a poor place for me to get attached to people. I look back at remembering how excited I used to be to log on and talk to people, but I guess it's whatever. People stop caring eventually, so maybe I should stop listening to promises I hear on here.
THAT PITY PARTY ASIDE yeah. I'll either update and post more things or delete the page idk DA is a weird place for me also maybe more cosplay maybe not idk bUT THATNKS FOR STILL FOLLOWING ME BLESS YOU
also did I mention I have a cosplay facebook page go ahead and like it if you want to!! or you can print out my pictures and use them as dartboard targets that's cool too www.facebook.com/sasuinurpants
Uh yeah. p much done with college. I have one more final, and then I'm done. It's funny, because if I'm not mistaken, I made this DA when I was in 8th? 9th? grade? Seems a little far off, and now I'm in college woah bUT ANYWAYS
Sighhhh I guess I'm sorry my page has been so dead? I've been trying my hand at a lot of cosplays as you can see, but I feel bad about putting them up since my page/specialty focus on this page is art and not cosplay so I guess eh?? To be completely honest, half of the reason I haven't been posting art is because I haven't been drawing- that is I have been drawing (A LOT actually) and sketching and such, I just haven't done anything good or really complete. May I'll change that when I get home for the summer and I kind of hope I do cause I have a thing I wanna draw and I'm hoping to but some elbow grease into it.
But in all honesty, I'm still iffy about even keeping my DA. In the past, I kept it because of all the memories and especially friendships, but now that time has passed I'm not sure I have either here anymore? I didn't make many friends on here that didn't either abandon me or refuse to talk to me. Unfortunately I think it's affecting me poorly as a person, and I'm expecting less of people. But I guess that's whatever, if I can think of a minimum of like 6 friends I used to be close to that have just blocked me out. If it's that many, I suppose I'm the problem, but that doesn't change the fact that DA has been a poor place for me to get attached to people. I look back at remembering how excited I used to be to log on and talk to people, but I guess it's whatever. People stop caring eventually, so maybe I should stop listening to promises I hear on here.
THAT PITY PARTY ASIDE yeah. I'll either update and post more things or delete the page idk DA is a weird place for me also maybe more cosplay maybe not idk bUT THATNKS FOR STILL FOLLOWING ME BLESS YOU
also did I mention I have a cosplay facebook page go ahead and like it if you want to!! or you can print out my pictures and use them as dartboard targets that's cool too www.facebook.com/sasuinurpants
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Long Time No See.
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Um hey guys. It's been a while.
Heres the deal.
Honestly I don't feel too much about explaining what's been going on in my personal life because honestly it's just too much, and I'm in no mood, and that's not what I came here to talk about anyways.
I guess a question some of you are asking is WHY AM I NOT POSTING ART KDJFHKDJFKJSDF
Honest answer is I haven't really been making any.
My jesus lord when I tell you I can't draw, I CANNOT DRAW. The two secret santas I owe have been just hanging on my back every second of ever hour of every waking moment and I have tried to start both of them a billion times just to hate it and end up throwing it away.
I can't draw. Maybe this is it. Maybe I hate it now and I can't do it and I never will be able to draw and complete something anything again. Even sketching makes me cringe. I don't know.
Everything is melancholy. A black and white stall of time where everything- headaches and queasiness and tediousness hang still in the afternoon and all you can do is distract yourself from the feeling time isn't moving. The knowledge that you cannot draw and you shouldn't try. The darkness reminding you you don't have much longer and all of the wrong people deciding you're not worth it anymore.
Very still, quiet, loneliness.
Sorry I won't be posting much.
Heres the deal.
Honestly I don't feel too much about explaining what's been going on in my personal life because honestly it's just too much, and I'm in no mood, and that's not what I came here to talk about anyways.
I guess a question some of you are asking is WHY AM I NOT POSTING ART KDJFHKDJFKJSDF
Honest answer is I haven't really been making any.
My jesus lord when I tell you I can't draw, I CANNOT DRAW. The two secret santas I owe have been just hanging on my back every second of ever hour of every waking moment and I have tried to start both of them a billion times just to hate it and end up throwing it away.
I can't draw. Maybe this is it. Maybe I hate it now and I can't do it and I never will be able to draw and complete something anything again. Even sketching makes me cringe. I don't know.
Everything is melancholy. A black and white stall of time where everything- headaches and queasiness and tediousness hang still in the afternoon and all you can do is distract yourself from the feeling time isn't moving. The knowledge that you cannot draw and you shouldn't try. The darkness reminding you you don't have much longer and all of the wrong people deciding you're not worth it anymore.
Very still, quiet, loneliness.
Sorry I won't be posting much.
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Quit
1 min read
maybe I should just gather all my deviations and quit this lousy site
wow fuck I really want to
wow fuck I really want to
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I've done something wrong.
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Even I'm not sure what it is.
Happy Holidays.
Happy Holidays.
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Secret Santa Wishlist
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WOW I PROCRASTINATE
OKAY WISHLIST:
-a drawing of (one or more!) of my characters from Kako Kara Mirai sasukesmilesscareme.deviantart…
- A drawing of my Fantroll(s)/ Kid i421.photobucket.com/albums/pp…
- Perhaps a fanfic about anyone of my characters from KKM. Read enough in the pictures, and I think you'll capture their personalities just fine >w<
- Fanart of Erisol Sprite (Homestuck)
is this okay OR UM
OKAY WISHLIST:
-a drawing of (one or more!) of my characters from Kako Kara Mirai sasukesmilesscareme.deviantart…
- A drawing of my Fantroll(s)/ Kid i421.photobucket.com/albums/pp…
- Perhaps a fanfic about anyone of my characters from KKM. Read enough in the pictures, and I think you'll capture their personalities just fine >w<
- Fanart of Erisol Sprite (Homestuck)
is this okay OR UM
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